sisters last forever

I'm happier to be getting closer to my kid sister. We talk and text more..I restrained myself from her due to the father of her child. When they were together he treated her like crap and I didnt like it. We used to argue alot about me wanting him out of her life...well our lives he came in and destroyed something that we used to have. He died not to long ago from a car accident and I didnt feel anything when he died because of the hurt he's caused between us and others. Her calling me for advice and just talking to me I feel as if my best friend is coming back we both reached out and talked about it, talked about what we needed to do to become "sisters/friends" again, and so far so good. I'm just grateful for it. I don't let just anybody into my personal physical everyday life I do fear people and having to talk and meet them is a challenge for me in everyday life,growing up the way I did has alot to do with the way I am today, so to keep my sister in my life is a good thing for me. Out of three brothers and four sisters I'm the oldest and out of the four sisters I'm closer to her Nicole. (Don't get me wrong I love the others to)

Funny she thought she lost me to my boyfriend now husband but she never did. just got off the phone with her and was just thinking so I decided to type.